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*I'm Back - Jiggly_333 - 10-09-2021 So, I posted my fun photoshop meme yesterday to prep for this and maybe get some specific questions I can answer. I didn't really want it to be a full press conference, I just wanted to have that be an actual discussion. But since the only question I got was "Why?", I figured that I should just go forward with simply answering that question on why I'm back. My plan is to finish film school in just two years and then use my bachelor's to go to Japan and teach English. Which means that I would have to plan on this being my final player. I should've made Kiara my final player. Hell, I should've had Rose Jenkins be my final player. But I've kept coming back. And at this point I know why: I just want to try to fix things. There's a lot of relationships that I developed around here that turned south over time and while the other people may not think about it a lot, I over-think everything. I think about how my last impression is one of being terrible. If I want to truly leave, I need to feel like I've healed some of that and get some closure. So I'm here to try to finally just be a productive member of this league. I mean, in all 4 of my years around in this league, I spent most of it just causing problems. I want to fix things and would like to be given the chance to do so. I've already messaged some people about open job positions. I figure that most of my worst tendencies in this league come from me posting media, which is led on by needing money, which I can solve by just having a league job that will keep me more behind the scenes and not have to be loud anymore. Also, there's some other added things of being involved in the league. I mentioned that I was going to wait until this month to figure out if I'd be able to come back in terms of time. And in my first class, one of the first things that the professor was trying to drill into us was to just keep writing regularly. Just write a few paragraphs of something every week and have a deadline for it. And that sounds exactly like a PT. So, if I want to work on my writing and try to fix relationships with people here, why not do both at the same time? I don't have a plan for Bartok yet. I don't even have a render. But I just wanted to post this in a visible place so that those who I want to reach out to know that I want to reach out to them. In other news, since I've been gone as Jiggly, I started a v-tuber channel on YouTube where I talk about anime and sports. Also, for those who remember me talking about my "anime script" or remember the leaked discussions of it, I've started posting it on my Pixiv as a web novel. So I'm not going to plug it here with links since it feels weird to do that in something like this, but if you want to check it out just tell me and I'll send it. I wasn't actually expecting the warm reception I got from those in the London server, so thank you to you guys. I hope that this is a sign that I can actually move forward. And again, if my feelings haven't been clear enough: I'm sorry to those I've hurt over the past 4 and a half years. I need to do better. I want to do better. And I want to do that before I go. And I hope that I can do that over the next two years with Kawai Bartok. RE: I'm Back - zaynzk - 10-09-2021 Hope u find what your looking for <3 RE: I'm Back - unconfident - 10-09-2021 I guess my "why" sounded kinda condescending. sorry about that. hope you can do what you want to do in the league RE: I'm Back - Crodyman - 10-09-2021 Lets goooo RE: I'm Back - Net - 10-10-2021 Lets go RE: *I'm Back - Dp-420 - 10-30-2021 Welcome back homie! Wish I could stick around and throw you some TD passes, but Im bookin a flight to Yellowknife :-)