(S12) - PT 4 - Midseason Review

[JKortesi81]

I have got to tell you, this has been a miserable season for Carlito Crush. Its half way through the season, and I’m sitting with 32 catches, 388 yards, and 3 touchdowns. That’s absolutely awful for a player of my caliber. I wish I could be blaming myself for my struggles, but the truth is that I’m just simply not getting the ball enough. I don’t know what it is with Showbiz, but he seems scared to throw the ball to the outside. He keeps dumping it off to Atwell or Ricky Adams. Granted, they’re awesome players and we’re winning so that’s fine. But I spent this offseason training hard and explaining my personal goals of challenging for an MVP once again. That dream is long gone it seems. It’s a shame because I resigned here in Orange County specifically because my general managers sold me on how important I’d be to the offense. It seems like that’s not going to be the case this season, and I’m pretty bummed about this. However, I need to look at the positives here. We’re 6-1 and we’re playing well. We do have a shot at an Ultimus. And once I get a better attitude about things, I bet my play will really pick up in the second half. I’m not thrilled so far, but I’m hopeful. (224)