11-16-2020, 07:05 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-17-2020, 10:49 PM by Bwestfield.)
There is a long history between myself and the league. I have been here from the beginning. Each time I am looking to take a break, I find myself diving further in. Someone save me. I joined on May 25th 2017. I found this site on a reddit recruitment thread in /r/buffalobills. I was almost a year into my marriage and we were expecting our first child. My son was to be born on the 17th but that came and went, my birthday the 18th, also came and went. Then the 27th happened and he finally came out. I was 2 days into the league and a new father. Some days i did absolutely nothing and some I needed to distract myself from being a father, it was not everything I had hoped for. There is a lot that they dont tell you or that you simply do not understand until you experience it for yourself. I love my son and I would do anything for him. This site, this league, it helped me and that is one of the reasons I cannot leave. The NSFL as it was once called helped me escape my reality and dive into something else. You got me through the hardest parts and now I think I’m a better father because of it. As time passed I found myself needing to bring on a friend. In comes RedCydranth (Marc Spector I and II). His recreate was a clone of the original. I guess he was unhappy with his build and wanted to try again. By chance Red was drafted to the Otters both times. The only place he wanted to play. As far as his new build is concerned, it went correctly this time and he made the hall of fame. I couldnt be happier about that. Red knew a ton about football and loved games. This was something we could talk about and something we could do together while he bounced around from place to place. Red’s health began to deteriorate and he was no longer a viable candidate for a second lung transplant. Sadly Red passed away in February of 2020 and we have yet to have any sort of goodbyes. This is me now diving in again to get through his passing and this stupid pandemic. So I am here through the thick and the thin of the league. I love it here and I love talking to you all and making friends. We’re all here to have fun, some of us just have fun in different ways. Thank you for reading.
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