You fucked up and you should be punished accordingly. Especially since you were HO.
But that affects nothing on you staying here as a productive member of the community with a new player.
I just don't think you should hold another job, at least for a long while.
But that affects nothing on you staying here as a productive member of the community with a new player.
I just don't think you should hold another job, at least for a long while.