The Asterisk Game

[Waters]

Jesus christ, you're a fucking wreck. I couldn't even get out of fucking bed 2 weeks ago because I couldn't bring myself to even try to live whatever the fuck I can realistically call my life. @Rindiee can testify, we had like a 40 minute conversation about it, but I at least did my fucking due diligence. I contacted my friend about the logo he was making for my team, I worked on the draft with Rindiee, I tried my best to help out new members, all the while maintaining active players in 3 other sim leagues and helping GM the Falcons to a 2nd seed in the SMJHL. I'm GM in 2 sim leagues but I didn't abandon either team. All you had to do was not be ignorant and know what your job was, yet you somehow failed that, and instead of actually taking responsibility for it (I know you keep saying "omg its my fault " but you clearly dont mean it considering you fired your Co-GM for not doing your job and blamed HO for you not knowing how to update your roster properly), you make this post which i somehow can't even come close to sympathizing with despite being in the exact same position. If you actually want advice, if anything, if you're struggling with depression, you should be putting all of your time into the blues and interacting with your players, putting your focus into something you enjoy really makes life worth living. If you can't do that, you clearly don't enjoy GMing and you're just doing it for the title. Take my advice as a person who has struggled with this shit since I was growing pubes, or don't, I don't really care, but sort yourself out.