(S8) - PT 3 - What if

[RealWackolyte]

I am a corner back, and that will ways be a permanent truth. As I look around the league, analyzing the answers of my colleagues as to this tough question and see that many of their answers are to change the path they are on in terms of position, I realize that loyalty is everything. My decision to play as a defensive back in high school was not due to the fact that I was afraid of contact as many people assume with DB's, it was rather to take out my aggression in a way that was healthy. When I first started football, before high school, I was a receiver, but with the death of my brother I would have done anything to get the anger of losing him out of me. So, if there was one thing that I could go back and change, I would change that anger inside my heart. I would take out all the aggression that fourteen year old me was feeling because his older brother, his star brother, killed himself while he slept. I would take it all away, because that anger has made me darker than the person that I wish to be seen as.